Not sure what brought on this mood, but lately my patience has been running on empty. I am so tired, tired of people in general. I try to find the good, the positive in everyone I meet. But what can I do? How do I ignore my first impression, my gut reaction? I try, I really do. I constantly doubt it, give everyone the benefit to prove me wrong. But 97% of the time it just plays out exactly like I knew it would. It gives me no pleasure to be sure. I crave the rare moments when someone surprises me with their sincerity, integrity, honesty and humour.
I don't even know where to start. How to fully express what it is that is making me so fatigued with humans and their social interaction. Or their pretense at said "interaction".
Well, here's hoping the mood passes soon.
